Although it’s sad to reminisce of past Christmases, this year I shall celebrate in memory of you. Though I cannot put aside my sorrows or unshed tears for the times we shared when you were here. Our time together taught me what family/friends at Christmas was supposed to be, so I share a photo of people I miss and loved who are no longer with me ( including Benny’s parents who loved me unconditionally!) Though these memories without my beloved Benny, transcends limits of time I can only endure, I do try for his sake, to pray for a peaceful safe future. For he made memories to keep in my heart I can never replace, and music in my mind and soul I will never erase. I will always love you darling Benny ! RIP with our beloved parents.