To my darling Benny in heaven at Christmas...we shared so many happy times with both family and friends, but now without you, only the close dear friends are here to support me as I still grieve for you. Figures huh...just as you always said!. However my little ditty to you below! Santa, do you know where heaven is? Maybe your reindeer will know the way. For I have a special present I need delivered on Christmas day. For Christmas is a time for sharing with those we hold so dear. Please take this special gift, with all my love tightly wrapped up in my heart for my beloved Benny who's no longer here. It's wrapped up in all our memories we once shared from the past. The ribbons and bows are all our dreamswe shared and wanted to share. , Inside there's a broken heart. It such a special parcel. Please Santa, don't delay. I would love it to be in heaven in time for Christmas day.❤ Whilst I struggle without you, I try and cope knowing you are watching and guiding me as I try my best to carry on. Bless and love you always sweet ❤️ 💛 💓 Cecilia. (you always called me by my full name!)